Pintando en Guatemla

These photos are the length of the parque central in El Estor, Guatemala, where I lived for 9 months working for Save The Children International.  I was assigned there through a program called ArtCorps, which is similar to the Peace Corps but with the idea of sending artists to help non-profits further their message through creative means.  

I worked in the town of El Estor, on the edge of Lago Izabal, putting together a monthly magazine about human rights with teens and also got them involved in this mural, which the mayor approved in the town's center.   I went to the school and we talked about what they wanted to see.  The ideas incorporated human rights and cultural appreciation.  I took all their drawings and composed them into one long cohesive design and then we got to work.  Many people came to watch the process, of all ages, and I often asked them to join in.  If they were hesitant I would outline an area and ask, "Can you paint this area green for me?"  A defined job gave them the confidence to say yes.  

Art by Sara

   

In August I had the pleasure of organizing a community project at my local Natural Foods Co-op, just down the street from my house. The project had all the elements I love: a business I used to work at years ago, my neighborhood market close to home, a local business I believe in, and complete freedom to organize it as I wanted.   The store put out an announcement for children to participate, and I gathered some neighborhood kids and we made it happen! 

Deje mi corazon en Chiapas

My mother's heart is full

Self portraits from different times in my life.  Mexico, Ireland and back on the Central Coast.

creative thinking exercises

In my Friday art class my main goal is to get the students thinking outside the box as far as materials go. We are making figure sculptures, the base of which is cardboard and wood. I was inspired by a book I saw recently by Keri Smith with a lot of art experiments, Wreck this Journal or something like that it was called.

So first we had 2 minutes to attach pieces of colored paper together using traditional techniques- glue, tape, etc- and the challenge to find something non-traditional.

Then, we talked about homes which have junk drawers and I piled a bunch of stuff from mine on the table and they had 2 minutes to create a person out of them.

Now, that class was 5 of 8. I wish I had been doing this since day one!

Nesting, organizing, sewing

The house is finally looking organized, some (just some) of the clutter gone. Newborn clothes are washed and folded. Co-sleeper borrowed from neighbor (thank you!). Pregnancy photos taken (you are amazing Robyn!). I have done what I can to prepare mentally, physically, spiritually for my VBAC birth.

And I am trying to balance REST and CREATIVITY, i.e. the nesting urge is having me applique every blank onesie I own!

It has been fun doing the onesies, and making them gender neutral. And sewing on the changing table sheet. And I want to learn to make little baby booties. I feel so HAPPY that I have learned to sew in the last few years!

I am also quite proud of tonight's creation: an accessory bag for the stroller made from oilcloth. I saw the idea in the manual for the new Sit and Stand stroller we got, and I winged it from there! There is a spot for phone, water, sunscreen, and more!

Ok baby, we're ready for you!!

Nursing in public

So yesterday I was at the dentist and picked up a People magazine in the waiting room. On one of the first pages was a summary of reader reactions to a picture of actress Miranda Kerr breastfeeding her baby.
If you can believe it, there were some negative comments about this photo. Look at it! How innocent can it get? Let's just say I am a breastfeeding advocate. I won't go on about it, if you agree with me you know all the arguments alrady. I just think it is mind boggling how backwards this country is that it isn't more common to see moms nursing in public. We should plan a Nurse-in!

So, this post is dedicated to a friend of mine in Tucson having her first baby. She has no family in the area but I believe she has a good community of friends and I hope she has all the support she needs. I want to share some of what I have learned about breastfeeding from my own experience and my last two years as a breasfeeding peer counselor for WIC talking to moms about breastfeeding.
What can you do to prepare for breastfeeding (BF)? Mostly, educate yourself. Read, talk to other moms, maybe see a Lactation Consultant.
What will the first few days be like? Breastfeeding is a natural thing, babies are born to do it, and that's what our breasts are for. That being said, it is a learning process. I can't emphasize this enough. Neither you nor baby has ever done it before. Imagine, little baby has had a perfect life for nine months, not having to work for her food, always the perfect temperature. It is a bit of a shock to come out into this world and learn how to actively work for the things you need. Some moms will have an easy time of it and some will not.
Often times the biggest issue is the baby's latch. They may move their head around, even touch the nipple, but they just don't get it. Have patience ( I know it'e easier said than done). You need to practice practice practice.
Many moms start to get worried and frustrated and may even have a nurse confound their anxiety. The baby's hungry, I have to give her something! Worst case scenario is you have to use a breast pump. The baby needs to eat, but just as importantly, your breasts need to be stimulated. They need to be latched onto to help send those little signals to the brain saying, baby's here, let's get started, make milk! BUt here's the important thing. What you pump out is just a spoonful or so, it's colostrum, and it has all the important antibodies the baby needs in those first days. (We'll get to worries about milk supply in a minute). DO NOT give a bottle.

This can create what is called nipple confusion. There are two aspects to this. #1 is the baby sucks on a rubber nipple very differently than they do on the breast. #2 is the milk comes out faster from a bottle and the baby gets used to this.
So here's what you can do: give that pumped milk to baby with a spoon, cup or medicine dropper. That way baby gets the milk without getting used to sucking on the bottle. And maybe after a few times of eating this way she will have a stronger urge to be at the breast. Remember, BF is about filling the tummy and comfort.

Milk Supply: Remember that baby's tummy is really really small. If you get a spoonful of coloctrum, you don't need to add formula. Just do it al over again in another hour! Nurse, nurse, nurse!! The first week is crucial in establishing your supply, and babies will eat every hour or so, 24 hours a day! This is why it is so important to avoid the bottle if possible. The baby needs to learn how to nurse from you.
Every woman's body is different. My Lupe didn't latch, and thus I had a low milk supply, even with pumping (the thing is, pumps are awesome, but baby is created for this purpose and will get more milk out of you than a pump once she learns how). It took us maybe 3 months before I felt like I could leave the house without a "just-in-case" bottle, and this long to get my supply up. I don't say this to scare you thinking about how hard it is, this is only my experience. But persistance can pay off. (That being said, I know for some mom's it simply doesn't work out for a combination of reasons- congratulate yourself for giving it your best effort!).

So, I hope this may help someone out there! Connect with other moms. Go to a Leche League meeting. It's important to find a community of women to support you an dyour efforts. You can do it!

Make great presents

Help me with my Doula fund! I am making these.... silverware pockets (still haven't found the perfect name). They are great for camping, picnics, or being super-eco-cool when you take your lunch to work. Cloth napkin included!

I can even customize them- tell me your favorite colors, etc.

I could add hearts and make them a Valentine gift!

Phonebooks

Do you all wonder about the constant stream of phonebooks being left on your doorstep? I oculd have easily just recycled them, but being the crafty type, nothing goes to the recyle without spending a good amount of time in the house as a "possible art project".

For a while I had been thinking about painting in them and we finally did it. This first time I just let all the pages stick together, but imagine..... tear them out once painted and you have a great collection of wrapping paper. Paint one side and make butterfly images. Learn about symmetry!

WHAT ELSE CAN YOU DO WITH OLD PHONEBOOKS??

Recent gifts

I am rather proud of a few things I have made recently so I wanted to share them.
The first was a Christmas Eve inspiration for my husband. When he cooks or does dishes he puts on his headphones and listens to his ipod, so.... I used a black pillowcase and made him an apron. The colors and map of Africa refer to his reggae obsession. The pocket has a side perfect for the ipod to go in.
The second is a thank you to a friend who loaned me her sewing machine for an entire year! She is a wonderful artist, and I tend to get quite inspired making customized pot holders (who knew, this could very well be my niche!)
Fun fun fun! My New Years goal is to make more things for my own house (no more craft sales for a while), but there seems to always be a birthday or thank you present to make. But it pleases me immensely to be able to make people things. And customize them to their interests. Which gives me an idea: any creative people want to do some bartering?
I am making small attempts to have Lupe not grow up in a consumeristic way. I hope that she will grow up remembering her mom announcing an upcoming party and heading to the sewing machine. Not that there always needs to be presents, but making them is a good thing. I have spoken to a lot of moms recently who are all on different points of the scale between fullout buy buy gift giving, to none at all. I think the best is to feel comfortable with where you are at personally and to have small goals if you want.
I got a Barbie Dream House as a kid and I turned out all right!

Rainy Day Crafts

For almost a month now lupe has been playing with her tiniest animals in a Leggo house. They are there for a fiesta, and have been waiting for their pizza for a LONG time, alas, it is always too hot to eat.
So that inspired a craft today, while we watch the rain that never seems to stop!
Materials: Tin can lids, construction paper, scissors, hole punch and glue.
The hole punch makes easy and tiny tomatoes and olives, shredded paper for the cheese. They were really tasty!

Grandpa has promised to make a kitchen for Lupe, but xmas is too soon, so it'll probably be a birthday gift in May. Meanwhile, I saw a cool kitchen on the web (I think it was Family Fun mag), made from cardboard boxes and plastic lids.
If I can find a dry box, that's our next project!

Gift wrapping and Holiday Creativity

It's been a while since I have posted- we all have that Holiday excuse to give, but I have an additional one: every day I fall asleep putting Lupe down for her nap, and every night I fall asleep when she goes to bed. Why? Have you guessed already? Yes, Lupe is going to be a big sister and the first trimester is EXHAUSTING! Or maybe it's just my two year old who is exhausting!
Yet still, I have managed to finish a couple of gifts, and wrapped them. I knew there was a reason I have been saving cereal boxes (a weater fit nicey inside a box of Cheerios) in a kitchen cupboard, and tp rolls (perfect size for a couple of flower pins I made) under the bathroom sink! They are all being used now to wrap presents. So, REUSE the cardboard instead of RECYCLING it, have your child go crazy with the paints (I used old life drawings from my college days), and you have fab gift wrap!
Another thing I did was use those mailers that come from craft stores telling you about all their Xmas deals on fabric, ribbon, scrapbooking, etc and cut them up into little flowers with leaves (can you see this detail in the pic?)
One of the childhood Christmases I remember most was when I was about 12 I think, and we used old paper we already had, and went crazy with litter and glue, each package had a unique design. I don't even remember what I got that year, but I have a picture of the boxes under the tree.
I made one gift splurge for my husband, but other than that, I have made them all mostly. And today I found building blocks, a toy house, books and a video at the thrift store- Lupe's gifts, all for under $7! This makes me feel good, not just cause I'm poor, but gifting this way is MORE CREATIVE!!

What is your most creative gift idea you have given/received? What are you doing this year? Respond to this post, and I may just make something for you!

This weeks events

Buenos Dias Ninos is now weekly! Join us at EcoBambino for fun Spanish playtime, EVERY FRIDAY at 11 am.

Also, do NOT forget, UpcycleSLO's Eco Craft Bazaar is THIS Sunday from 9am to 1 pm.
1068 Pacific St at Santa Rosa St in Downtown SLO.
Coffee cup cozies, silverware caddies for camping or your bag, reusable snack bags, and the coolest clothing and accessories ever!

We are benefiting the Women's Shelter, and we have a contest for YOU!

Bring in any of the following items and be entered in a RAFFLE TO WIN a hand-made item by yours truly. You will either win a silverware caddy (perfect for camping, biking or keeping your silverware clean in your purse when you take your lunch to work) OR, a personalized cloth banner (come to the sale and you'll see what these are!)

WHAT THE SHELTER NEEDS: Diapers (size 3), pull-ups and wipes. Also, with the holidays fast approaching food cards, Visa gift cards and even frozen turkeys or hams are always needed.
See you SUNDAY!

Buenos Dias Ninos

This posting is rather late, but, tomorrow is my first event at the new store EcoBambino.

BUENOS DIAS NINOS

11 am Friday November 5, 863 Monterey St

I have been doing a Spanish Story and Song time at the SLO Library for over a year now. Being once a month however makes it easy to forget or have other commitments come up. If this new gig takes off, I hope it can maybe be a weekly opportunity to introduce children, and their parents, to the Spanish language through both familiar and new songs and stories.

The first presentation is free! Afterwards we will initiate some kind of donation system, similar to music time at Booboos. (A mom's gotta make a living!)

So, come tomorrow, manana, and tell me what you think!

Here's my girl! Dr. Lupe at your service.

Thank you for Salad

I'm changing things up a bit! I want to share withyou a salad that MY TODDLER LOVES! If you are a parent I know you will keep reading this post!

Broccoli Slaw: Cut up or shredded broccoli, carrot, purple cabbage, raisins, sunflower seeds, plus a little mayo, vinegar and pinch of sugar.

Mmmm! I actually saw my 2 year old picking out the broccoli and cabbage and.......eating it!

(in the photo it's a little heavy on the carrot-myou can change the veggies according to what you have)

When we were sitting down for dinner, Lupe put out her hands and said "amen" reminding us to say grace. So I asked her, "What are you thankful fo Lupe?" And she answered, "Mmmm......quesadillas........salad!"

And I am thankful for THAT!

Sunday Novemeber 21
9am to 1pm

HOLIDAY CRAFT BAZAAR
brought to you be your local eco craft collective UpcycleSLO
Check out www.upcyclelso.blogspot.com for more information.

Clothing for women and children, jewelry, kitchen and household items and more!

UpcycleSLO is a creative collective who's aim is the creation of crafts and items using mostly repurposed materials and encouraging the ideals of green consumer behavior while supporting local artists and crafters.

Back in the day

My dad finally cleaned out the attic. This days been coming for a long time, I mean years. I was scared to bring home the van full of boxes, I mean memories, to Pedro. What? More stuff? It's a bit overwhelming. Old yearbooks, artwork, letters letters, letters.

Do you remember those days, of writing letters? I am lucky enough to have some very creative friends, who not only decorate the envelopes and write on funny found paper, but their actual writing is funny (shana and manj, this one goes out to you!). Kate's coffee stirrer thoughts. And the collages we made!

And journal entries, social dramas and unrequited love. And some more

unrequited love. And zines. I started making zines in high school and spent a lot of time at Kinko's. With all the blogs around, does anyone make zines anymore? I sold zines at Zine Shops in San Francisco and the East Bay, I bought other zines and had written correspondance with other rebel girlz expressing themselves through words, pictures and snail mail. I reread a letter from a punk girl who admitted to liking raves- ah! Scandalous!

Does anybody remember Gillman St? Are there still shows there? Spitboy, Bikini Kill, Jawbreaker, Dead Milkmen. Speaking of Dead Milkmen, found an autographed picture of them, dedicated to yours truly.

ANd going even further back, I found a digital print portrait of myself and Michael Jackson, inside of a heart with some mushy words about true love....Ha! I think it was from Universal Studios. Too bad I can't find my red pleather and zippered jacket!

Okay, the toddler queen of the house needs breakfast, enough reminiscing for the day!

cloth diapers to painting rags

Move over cloth diapers, hello painting rag!

That's right..... Number one, Lupe is pretty much potty trained, wears diapers only at night, and we use a disposable now when we do (so much easier to pull down than the prefold, pin and cover).

And number two, I started painting for the first time in almost two years. I was inspired by a chance visit to an artist's home during SLO's anual Open Studios Tour. Walkng home from a canceled yoga class, I visiited the home and studio of Josephine Crawford (www.josephinecrawford.com), whose fabulously colorful paintings inspired me to go home and hop on my bike to go buy some turpentine. I broke out the oils! And rediscovered how much I love painting with them. A couple of days later I saw the wonderful art of Deb Spatafore and Julie Frankel, more women who inspired me to go home and get my painting on! Oh dear, now I have sewing and painting waring for my attention and prescious little amunts of time!

And yes, the cloth diaper has turned into a colorful painting rag. A good transition I dare say.

Slowing down, focusing on family

I have been doing some soul searching recently. Thinking about my life and my priorities. First and foremost I am a mom and a wife. Family comes first. But I need to remind myself of that, as I start to get more and more involved in activities.

With Lupe we go to Parent Particpation classes on Tuesdays, and often Boo Boos on Wednesdays, Library on Thursdays, as well as play dates with friends and the list goes on. I also volunteer to do a Library Story HOur once a month, work 8 hours a week for WIC, am in the middle of a two month class for youth at SLO Classical Academy. And I have UpcycleSLO, with a craft sale to plan (and make my own crafts!) and a workshop at the Women's Shelter to plan, wondering if I have time to help with the next Swap-o-rama-rama. And we want to join the gym. And there are 4 grandparents in town we like to visit with. I have wanted to go to the Craft Brigade on Tuesdays (SLOMommies), the ICAN meeting. And then there's the possibility of another story hour at a cool new downtown store. And this blog! Does the list ever end?

Oh yeah, and I suppose I need to cook every day and sometimes need to clean the house, keep the garden alive.

I have always been an active person. When I left NYC after 6 years a friend said, Now who is going to call us up to go out to some cool cultural event? I love to do things, to particpate, to be part of my community. But I have to learn to set priorities, take part in fewer things, but commit fully to them. Being a mom is the fulfillment of my grandest dream, and I can't imagine a better family. I feel I need to be more fully present with my daughter. I am making kids clothes to sell, why don't I make more for her? I plan art classes in other places, why am I not getting more creative with Lupe at home?

I think alot of moms must experience this. This readjusting of life, where all of a sudden you have to think of what your family wants and needs, not just what you want and need.

So my goal is: focus on my family's health, and my family's creativity,commit to fewer things but do them well and with all my heart, and last but not least, go easy on myself.

And one more thing, I need someone to help learn to let go of one thing for every new thing I pick up at a garage sale!

hora de cuentos

It's story time again!
CUENTOS Y CANTOS this coming Tuesday at 4:15 at the SLO Library
Nos vemos alli!

my latest projects

Here are a couple of embellished/appliqued items I have made for friends.... got two done in one night! That always feels productive.

Also, I have started a class at a local school. The students range in age from 10 to 15 I think. They are studying the Medieval period. Since that usually entails only European history, I wanted to give them a broader scope of the world, to talk about peoples in other cultures. So we are making 3-D figures, focusing on Asia, Africa or LatinAmerica. The example I started is of a Mayan nobility. Fun to make jade jewelry out of painted cardboard and stones. Feather headdress out of painted corn husks, etc. I want the students to learn a little about the culture in general, and also about what materials were of value (ex: for the Mayans it was jade, gold, quetzal feathers, jaguar skins, etc as well as cacao, shells), what adornment was like and who adorned themselves.

I also want them to push their creativity thinking about what recycled materials to use. Plastic bottle caps for Mayan ear plugs? Corn husks as feathers?

We'll see how it turns out! I am excited about it and I hope I can transmit that same enthusiasm.